Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Sacrifice 02-03-2010

Sacrifice

How long have I done this, sacrificed myself for others?
Noble?
    crap, it was never noble, as much as I lied to myself
I ran, I hid
I am a coward
I sacrificed so I would not need to deal
    not be disappointed
    not be hurt
    not feel
I hid as I would not have to face the truth
No More!
    tired of it,
    useless,
    pointless
disappointment, hurt and more importantly feelings are apart of life
and I refuse to run from them
I must deal,
    must accept,
    must feel
I want to live so I will feel

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