Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Not balanced 02-03-2010

Not balanced

A life not whole,
A life not balanced
fear
of losing the comfort in this discomfort of who I am to be something better
fear
    of losing the comfort in this discomfort of who I am to be something better
fear
    of my limitless potential
fear
    of moving forward to fail
    of falling and not standing again
fear
    of not having anything to fix
    of not being needed, wanted
fear
    of being the man i want to be
because i
fear
    i don't deserve to be him
This life is not balanced and fears the loss of it's comfort
but...
    with this unbalanced life I live within and have my fears
    I run in circles
    I fear the exit
ironic, no?
This life not balanced is a life of fear and regret
I am afraid

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